"Night night"

Do you know what is the most powerful words in the world?

早晨，中午，黄昏，晚上，

在忙忙碌碌的生活中，一天里的哪一个时刻是你最喜欢的？ 

如果你想知道，
我最喜欢黄昏 :)

中学的求学生活，

为了考到好成绩，

我的补习班都是破了个纪录，

一星期9个补习班，

除了星期日，每天至少7点钟回家 :)

不是我不累，

只是我会期待。

期待每天在补习完后和妈妈的电视时间，

虽然只是短短的4小时，

在妈妈的身边，我总能精神奕奕地把功课做完。

期待周末到舅舅家过夜，

舅舅喜欢看灾难片，也喜欢动物变种的恐怖片，

有了Blue-Ray 后，他也会享受有音响效果的动作片，
从小到大，我总爱霸占那被单的边边，

享受那天伦之乐。

现在的期待，

就是睡觉前的那句问候，

我不是没压力，

只是那三个字，

总会有办法圆满我的一天，

为我带来更好的明天。:)

It's when you tell me that...
.... You love me :) 

p/s When I say I love you, I really do :)

I wanna call the stars down from the sky
I wanna live a day that never dies
I wanna change the world only for you
All the impossible I wanna do

I wanna hold you close under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile and feel the pain
I know what's beautiful looking at you
In a world of lies you are the truth

And baby every time you touch me 
I become a her
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark 
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see just what I was
Show you the loneliness and what it does

You walked into my life to stop my tears
Everything's easy now I have you here

And baby every time you touch me I
become a hero

I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you everything you ask for

Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark when
you tell me that you love me

In a world without you, I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby every time you touch me 
I become a hero
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you everything you ask for
nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark when
you tell me that you love me

"Daddy"

好累好累，花钱容易，赚钱难 ><看了看自己喜欢的 Reader Digest, 尽然哭了.

人说女儿是爸爸前世的女朋友，你会相信吗？ :'(

What One Dad Wants His Girl to Know about Her Future Husband

Dear Little One,


Recently, your mother and I were searching the Internet, and Google returned a list of the most popular searches in the world. Perched at the top was “How to keep him interested.”


It startled me. I scanned several of the countless articles about how to be sexy, when to bring him a beer versus a sandwich, and the ways to make him feel smart and superior.


And I got angry.


Little One, it is not, has never been, and never will be your job to “keep him interested.”


Little One, your only task is to know deeply in your soul—in that unshakable place that isn’t rattled by rejection and loss and ego—that you are worthy of interest. (If you can remember that everyone else is worthy of interest also, the battle of your life will be mostly won. But that is a letter for another day.)


If you can trust your worth in this way, you will be attractive in the most important sense of the word: You will attract a boy who is both capable of interest and who wants to spend his one life investing all his interest in you.


Little One, I want to tell you about the boy who doesn’t need to be kept interested, because he knows you are interesting:


I don’t care if he puts his elbows on the dinner table—as long as he puts his eyes on the way your nose scrunches when you smile. And then can’t stop looking.


I don’t care if he can’t play a bit of golf with me—as long as he can play with the children you give him and revel in all the glorious and frustrating ways they are just like you.


I couldn’t care less how he votes—as long as he wakes up every morning and daily elects you to a place of honor in your home and a place of reverence in his heart.


In the end, Little One, if you stumble across a man like that, and he and I have nothing else in common, we will have the most important thing in common: you.

Your eternally interested guy,

Daddy

最近为了买自己心爱的电脑，就少了听爸爸诉说的时间了，

三更半夜削来的产品跟进，让我好感动，也好心疼。:'( 做女儿的不但不能为你准备温牛奶，让您安心入睡，反而让您操心了，对不起爸爸。

希望在另外一个角落的您睡得像宝宝一样，拥有个灿烂的明天，好吗？ 我想您了，明天打电话给您 :)

“Listen"

眨了眨眼，

五年了，离开日新五年了。

记忆好犹新，

AhGirl 你对着我练习毕业词的情景，

好像才刚刚发生在昨天，

还记得这首歌吗？

长辈里，我舅舅是提醒我最多的，

他了解我，看见我会做的很多傻事，

所以谈天时，他总是会让我有种感觉

“听君一席话，胜读十年书”。

同辈里，以我最好的朋友为首，

她有一颗很真的心，

身边的人总会把残酷的事实包装得美美的，

只有不怕我疼的她，对我说了最真的事实，

让我用最疼的现在，换最舒服的后路。

偷偷告诉你们，

享受大学自由的同时，

我也有很多做错的时候，

好像漂浮在蓝蓝天空中的气球，

飘飘浮浮的。

舅舅放手让我成长了，

抓紧气球绳子的，除了AhGirl,
就是小熊医生了，

有了他，我的心踏实了很多，

很多连我自己都怀疑自己的事情，

他都能把他变成理所当然的事。

他遇见的事情和人，应该都很多了吧？

他喜欢和人分享心事故事，

倾诉完的他，总有一颗明亮的心，

遇到问题时他都能应付自如的；

如果你有机会静静地当他的小听众，

其实你会发现自己也获益也不浅。

妈妈说得对，不要随便将真心付出，

如果哪一天，我把真心放在了你的手心，

已经给了你提醒我的资格，

只要你肯说，我就肯听，

谢谢，请多多指教 ~

"Efforts"

This is the summer that I missed a lots,
 I missed granny's birthday,
 I missed my dearest mommy's birthday,
 I missed the time together with the one that I heart,
 and I am going to miss my dearest chiewchiew's birthday. *Sigh*

Hahahahha.. Heard of this song and feels so comfortable,

真爱没有输赢，只有亲昵；
幸福没有结局，只有经营。

3 cousins of mine,

Daddy and mommy, "M, who do you love the most?"
M : "Daddy and mommy" She replied firmly, steadily.

Daddy and mommy, "R, who do you love the most?"
R : "Mommy, hmmm... Daddy too" She replied with her maximal tones of manja-ness.

Daddy and mommy, "J, who do you love the most?"
J : "I will love myself, then only I love you"

These are the answer from 3 little children, who were asked randomly by their parents when they were just 7 years old.

Different people has their own way to love, either to love yourself, or to love his/her affectionate one.
When a guy loves you,
He will have to get his balance between providing the best life to his another half, as well as taking time to bond with his partner;
When a girl loves you,
She will always thinking and thinking,  squeeze all of her time, efforts and money, just to prove that she loves him too. (This is when she doesn't have to commit to her family/ children)

如果幸福不是结局，而是经营。女生们会有力气爱下去吗？ 傻小孩，男生不是没有生来就没有嘴巴告诉他想什么吧？:)

Sometimes it is not the things you do that touched the guys.
 It's the things you DON'T DO that brings along the emotional bond.

 So just be his little fan, 米粉好，凉粉也好，respects whatever he is thinking, everyone has their rationale to do things. And be a wise one when he is lost or need supports.

Nobody says SIMPLE is EASY,

Nobody is born with the instinct to love. It's the people you encounter in life, as well as the choice you made in your own lever,that determine how much love you can ACCEPT as well as to SHARE OUT.

I am truly grateful that I have you when I am starting with zeroness, who brings colors to my life, my dear chiewchiew and chiewmu.

My love diary starts with a blank,diary up the 小感动that you give me. When times pass by, happiness grows. :) Thanks to little author, Dr. Hug Hug Teddy.

 Love is like a ghost, you feel it, but you never see it. I love you not because only you are mature, it's purely you are you :) 

Hahah you know what is the best things in the world?
It's the EFFORTS :) 

I am in my best efforts in works, interview and expressing today and I am happy!
Good nap and see you soon. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........ Heheh ><

"Escape"

Should I compare thee to the 'Enter' key of mine? 

有了贪心，少了中庸；
多了烦恼，少了时间，
原来，事情不是知道得越多就会越好的，

人总爱追求未知的事情，

未来会是怎么样；

黑洞里住着什么；

人心在想什么；

停下来问问自己，

知道后，自己能不能承受有可能带来的不良后果？

既然担心不能解决事情，反而会乱了方寸，

那就顺其自然，事情来到时总会有办法解决的 :)

想想美好的事物，回到最原本开心的自己。

"Share"

回想小时的自己，
总爱看悲惨的爱情故事，
男主角为了保护心爱的女生，总会牺牲生命，
总会觉得这种爱很伟大，
总让人铭记一辈子。

渐渐地长大了，
越来越害怕这种遗憾的爱了，
能简简单单地呆在你的身边，
闻闻你那熟悉的味道，
想你时听听你唱的情歌，
才是最最难忘的。

喜欢会表达心意的你,
在开心时让我当了你的眼睛,
看见了最美好的事物,

在疲倦时会让我放你静静的,
才会睡得像小宝宝一样,

哈哈哈在我想说话时，你当了我的小耳朵,
mooomooomooomooo 地聆听着  :)

如果上天给你选择可以生活到多少岁,你会怎样回答他?

现在的你都在活得很充足,每个今天都没遗憾吗?

Hmmmm...
我想活得比我心爱的人多一天，
舍不得让他承受生离死别之痛，
也可以帮他完成他的遗憾 :)

"Bliss"

不由你不信， 世界上还果真有豆腐鲨的出现，而且名列为世界最大的鱼。

Hmmm.. It is truth that , "When there's a WHALES, there is always a way."

不说你不知，

豆腐鲨已经是频临绝种的动物了，
它们也被成为Sir Fish or Pappa Sailings,
可能是因为它们庞大的体积吧？（去年在Parkistan 捉获的那只有四层楼那么高）
它们本来就没什么天敌，
只有人类无情的捕杀， 让它们难逃绝种的宿命  : (

我最喜欢的动物--------海豚，
海豚是世界上唯一一个不因为食物利益而靠近人类的动物。

最近觉得鲸鱼也是满可爱的，
尤其是会吃豆腐的鲨鱼，
它永远有个暖暖的怀抱，让怕冷的鲸鱼娃娃躲着取暖，
宽宽的肩膀，让爱哭的鲸鱼娃娃哭个痛快，
挺挺的背后，总是罩着鲁莽的鲸鱼娃娃， 让它少游了冤枉路。


我的人生中遇见了三大只豆腐鲨，
爸爸鲸工作再忙，晚上总会抱抱娃娃鲸睡觉，
舅舅鲸看戏看得再入神，有他在的地方，就会有家的味道，
还有一个正在成长着的小鲸，
它让我一步一脚印地看着两只大鲸的成长经过，
Hmmmm... 这小鲸绝对有本事做得比大鲸好吧？

有人说要有美好的生活，就必须靠几世积福得来的，
生活能遇见那么多绝种的豆腐鲨，
觉得很被眷顾 : )
谢谢你，生活中有你真好。

“Commitment"

If you are a 5 years old kiddo now, how would you introduce yourself? 

This is me, Carmen Lee Potato here. Nice meeting you.

Can you help me to stitch back my eyes, nose and mouth. Oh yeah! And the ears too.

My hand is too short and most importantly,my bone is too heavy for that.






最近有好几个好友刚开始踏入社会大学，
还不到一个月，个个已经开始抱怨生活枯燥乏闷，
开始向往求学时期的轻松自在。


原本以为这是理所当然的事，
直到遇见了我的医生表哥，
才发现到这是错误的，
在工作时的他才是最多姿多彩的。
兼工作， 兼羽球， 兼家务， 兼时事，
（兼想办法骂我？:P）

What is the difference? 

Attitude? Physical health? Or merely just habit?

原来，要工作生活过得多姿多彩并不难，
只要把你向往的生活，
一步一步融入大学的日常生活里。

要有健美的体态，   在大学时就多多往体育馆跑，

要享受天伦之乐，就必须在工作时间把该完成的事情解决掉,

要有多余的钱消费，在准备晚餐的同时就把饭盒包了包，

要有一尘不染的家，在还没睡午觉前的半小时让自己把地板抹一抹。

                       

要把活动变成习惯并不容易，
意志力是最重要的关键，
仔细想想， 工作回来后已经精疲力尽了，还有意志力去容纳新习惯吗？

就趁现在让我们好好抓住青春的尾巴，

把小习惯实现大未来。

Ini kalilah! 

谢谢你身体力行的鼓励，

我不但会做到可信赖的大学生，

也会做到最可信赖的女朋友，

最可信赖的女儿。